Wednesday, March 22

{wound tight
ready to spring
to freak, to fly}

Love

As I paint your face with my eyes.

of Words

Winter Rumble

Wild Nourishment

Better Idea?

Question

False Hope or Good Planning?

Tuesday, March 21

Future/Now

Finals Week

Thursday, March 16

Issues

I'm having trouble deciding where to commit my time...

Always the Future
Always the Future
Always the future
Always the Future

Thought

Somehow --->
People need to interact better.

There are lots of complex things going on --->
We are part of these things.

It could go in a very impersonal direction --->
Or it could be the opposite.

We could look towards the Amish --->
Because the Amish are thinkers --->
Analyzing Every Change.

Excuse Me My Dear,

I was just wondering what you meant when you said,

"________________________"

Morning

Tuesday, March 14

Dialogue

- Like being awoken from sleep?

- Yes, like being shaken awoke,
or like water to the face.

- Ice water?

- Yes, and it hits like shattered glass.

Life

We are always here,
getting faster all the time.
But still, always here.
In motion, but not exactly moving.

Dreams (choose one)

- Submarine Battle
- Giant Turtle!
- Deaf and Blind (but full of love)
- Nightmare
- MoneyMoneyMoney
- Snow
- Cotton Candy
- Evil Sorcerer
- Climb Cheese Mountain

To The Future:

Monday, March 13

Decisiveness

Necessary.

Myself

I am far too distant
far too distracted
I am far too far away

Communication

The key is making the distinction between what needs to be said and what does not.

The key to making this distinction is eye contact.
Open and direct.

You look long enough and you understand.

Occupation?

I am a full time student, and I work part-time as a god.

Myself

Magnimonious and Delvegent.
At times Articulary.
Always Hypicticular.
Unarguably Arfsted; Undeniably Disonic.
I am a Cognivore.

Confidence

What I expect from myself.
What I look for in others.
What I wish i saw more of.

Sunday, March 12

Adults

and still we may fail to notice when our cognitive processing goes awry.

Today

There was a couple walking their son on a long neon leash.
When I passed, their son came bounding up to meet me. I gave him a good rub-down on the face and neck.
I did not pay much attention to the parents, only to their son.

Writing

Each word a soldier.
Every phrase an army.
Let this be my war.

Run

Until walking feels inhuman.

Until you know you could go forever.

Jeans

Wear them backwards.

Love

The summation of all your lost relationships is the realization that you are alone.*



*conscious or unconscious

We

Perceive --> Generalize --> Exhale.

Thursday, March 9

Me

I want it all, but nothing will suffice.

that is to say

nothing will be fine, as well.

Avocado?

If it's green and smooshy, probably yes.

Somewhat Cliché

For me it was about six weeks ago.
I was knocking on a door.
I was wearing an orange shirt, and brown pants.
I thought I might have a heart attack, or a stroke.
There was definitely lots of sweat.
She wasn't there though.
So i can never know what would have been.

Wings

Use them when necessary.
Why not?

California

What this place does to me.
Where the purple mountains are.
Where things die and turn shoe brown and leather tan.
And death is beautiful here.
Down here, lacking is beautiful.
Dust and Dirt.
Rocks.

Wednesday, March 8

I am the best

I am like a sponge,
I suck the intelligence out of them.

All i could ask for is to be proven wrong.

I am the best.
And to believe it, i must be it.


I could elaborate if you do not understand. I suppose that goes for all of this...

Relationships

people are in and out, people are coming and going, bla bla bla, all that stuff about tides...

Because

Because here and there differ only by a t.
Because we must each of us write our own reference books.
Because I am down south.

You were talking about a book, an author

You expressed your fondness
and then immediately realized your fondness was not enough.
You needed to set things straight.

"I Like Eggers; Eggers is Good."

a blunt proclamation of a natural law.
an explicit truth combined with a curt motion of the arm which rejected all possible doubt.

.....

and there's something about the way you define your pleasures.
and I cannot recall your words exactly, but as in most cases, only the gist is necessary to set us off.
here is what echoes:

• this world of uncertainty
- none of us will ever know what we want
- there are few things we will ever really know

• the few things that do undoubtedly bring us joy and movement
- Must be given explicit credit and full appreciation for doing so.

.....

and now months later, i find my thoughts are declarations. No room for uncertainty. Things move me or they don't, things are this or that. This is good, this is not. This goes here, this goes here.
Mostly Yes or No.

well et cetera et cetera and through and through,
I have found many new and definitive reasons to love my life.
and undoubtedly
THAT IS GOOD.


I also think twice about using semi-colons.

Fact

There are no distinctions anymore.

Tuesday, March 7

The Traveler

*click to enlarge

Sandcastles

We build them on our hands and knees.

Life

I live as I write: vicariously, through you the reader.

Monday, March 6

Smells

cologne: bad
perfume: bad
cigarettes: worse when mixed with cologne or perfume
lotion: must be unscented and unisex
deodorant: ok, but antiperspirant alone is better
fresh wood/forest: good

Sunday, March 5

Sarcasm

often: a weak attempt to avoid a blank stare
occasionally: good

Handshake

When the other's is firm

I think:
I could have done that too.

Friday, March 3

Elevators

When i ride i face the wall.

Groupings 1 & 2

I stand up and lean back.
I never cry.
I have teeth.
I smoke hot water in my rice-cooker.

.................................

Always the international girl.
Always red in the orange afternoon.
Always crash my bones.
Always rattle me deep.
I am warm and getting hotter
hot and getting warmer.
Slip/Flip
Slide/Ride
Alive we Dive.

Thursday, March 2

Life

Do always enjoy the blooming color.
Do always enjoy the booming pitch.

also

We boom as we Bloom.